Watching the game
The Mundobasket final. Watching it, because I’m in Greece and Greece is playing. Focusing and not focusing on it. And then, the adverts. And a voice. A deep voice, strong. A voice not too familiar, but heard sometime before… Then the lyrics become clear…
I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that’s real
It is this that makes me look at the television. There’s an advert, athletes, action. Something is being sold, but I don’t care - it’s the voice, the words.
A little later, I google it. Johnny Cash. I read the entire lyrics.
I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that’s real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar’s chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
That’s all. It was nice. So nice to have discovered this. I want to find the mp3. Listen to it in full. Don’t know a thing about Johnny Cash.
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